Hey all. I'm not doing so hot right now and I don't know when I'm going to be good again.
I just changed anxiety medications and I'm having so many panic attacks that I'm housebound and I can barely get out of bed.
I can't look in the mirror without crying for at least an hour.
I've been suicidal and I have cuts all over my legs, I'm severely depressed and an absolute mess.
I've already gone to the emergency room once and the medication that they gave me just makes me feel exhausted and dizzy.
On top of all that I have the flu... so I feel pretty gross right now.
Though I do have wonderful people taking care of me,, so I will be alright!! Hopefully the medications sort themselves out in about a week. So I'm not going to die and I'm not in danger.
I apologize for any weirdness with art stuff I promise I'm trying to get new things out right now. If anything would cheer me up it would probably be shooting me an ask to my tumblr with my new monster girl Aqua because drawing seems to be a good distraction right now -->
bakuchanbaku.tumblr.com/